Here in Idaho

Lone Star State.

Wednesday. That’s when we’ll get to Texas.

I’m breathing a shallow sigh of relief now that I know we’re going. But all the dark stuff is still ahead. First on the agenda is telling the kids.

I’m not sure what I’ll be doing with this blog in the upcoming month. I’m a better writer than I am a talker. And writing through this stuff might be how I get through it. On the other hand, burying my emotions deep, deep down and ignoring them seems like a promising approach as well.

The only thing I can count on, besides my inappropriate humor, is that the next few weeks are going to be surreal. This is our once-every-two-years Texas trip, so I’ll want to spend time with friends. And I’ll want to take the kids to museums and Seaworld and make the most of the time we have in a temperate climate. I’m not sure how it’s going to all work.

I don’t think I’m supposed to know. I might tell you about it. I might not. I might tell you ridiculous made-up fables or only-happened-in-my-head celebrity interviews. Or I might post pictures of the kids having the time of their lives on a rollercoaster.

Not sure yet. But we get there on Wednesday.


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9 Comments »

Comment by jenn
2008-03-02 10:38:28

love you sweetie. i’m so sorry you’re going through this.

 
Comment by Dee
2008-03-02 13:35:21

We’ll be here for you whatever you decide to do.

 
Comment by MammaLoves
2008-03-02 20:06:30

Okay, I was away for a week and I think I definitely missed something.

Personally, I’ll take whatever you want to give and will certainly understand if you need a break. You’re in the reader so I’ll continue stalking you whenever you’re ready to post again.

 
Comment by MammaLoves
2008-03-02 20:10:30

Now I’m caught up. I’m so very sorry. I imagine this will be such a hard trip. Please know that you can lean on the strength of friends you may have never met in real life but like you just the same.

 
Comment by Idaho Gal
2008-03-03 11:29:39

My thoughts will be with you.

 
Comment by Miss Britt
2008-03-03 14:09:19

Can you feel me hugging you from Florida?

God I hope so. Otherwise me squeezing the monitor is just awkward.

 
2008-03-03 14:54:37

let us know what you need. you are best off to call or email Amy. i know that she called her dad. we are praying for you.

chuck

 
Comment by Snadrs
2008-03-03 17:07:40

We are thinking about you and praying for a safe trip and peace and strength during whatever comes your way.
Please call me when you get down here… we would love to see you if it works out.
Love and miss you guys!

 
Comment by we_be_toys
2008-03-04 12:14:39

Girl! Road trips with kids are always Epic, aren’t they? Here’s hoping it goes smoothly, and you all have a fabulous time. And if you don’t? Well then you got a buttload of blog-fodder, right?
I’m crossing my fingers for you honey!

 
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